love is just a piece of time

funny how i think about you even when i cut my finger nails

Its the 23rd Jan.. I'm happy I no longer have to see her though however short term it might be. I'm happy that I can be alone but do not feel lonely. I'm happy with life in general.

Batam on Monday (: Can't wait to try the cable ski. haha how many times will i fall into the water before getting the hang of it!

just dating? ha! its been what 9 months and you are still in the dating process? you got to be kidding me! lying to our cell friends too? haha great.

since i'm in a not so good mood why not i put up this email and rebuke what she has said few weeks back. this was sent out when my cousin Liang emailed us something. my comments in red.

Hey Liang,

Thanks for that email. I needed that. What happened between fai and I, has indeed been taking a toll on me. No matter how hard I try to be ignorant about all that he's said, its not that easy. (because the truth hurts, there is something called guilt) I don’t know how long he'd harbor that hatred towards me, all the anger. (I don't hate you, i hate the things that you did) I'm sorry that this has broken up our cell somewhat. How we can no longer have lunch together after service, or supper. I miss that. Miss hanging out with you guys, a lot (Thanks for playing the victim, I believe i am in more hurt here). Perhaps when I'm back from Sweden, perhaps not. But I thank God that you guys have stuck by Fai when he needed you. To comfort him when I no longer could (Really? You could.. but you chose someone else to comfort, how is that comforting for me?). He is still in QBC today because of you guys, and I'm really really thankful. I will continue to pray. And I hope that one day, we can hang out as a cell once again.

Love,
Joan

Enjoyed my Macau/Hong Kong trip pretty much. It was awesome considering how we didn't even plan for the trip. The thing that i love most about HK is the food. The macaroni soup with fried pork, wanton mee ,ginger soup tang yuan and so on... Oh, not forgetting egg tarts from KFC (thats right! KFC the fast food outlet) and the 1000 year old bakery. haha. really good stuff. What do i hate about HK? The people there! Ask for directions and they will pretty much ignore you. When the train doors open at the MTR, they will rush out just to be the first in line for the lift. Hello.. if you are in a rush you could use the escalator. So next time if you think Singaporeans are rude, wait till you go to HK and Macau. haha.

I'm in the holiday mood... Quite sad that I have to go to work during this 2 weeks.